Mystery

Dear Wisdom, lately I've been thinking that I should be calling you Mystery because somehow I just feel like I know less about you than I did about your siblings this close to when we met you face to face. It might just be that I forget what it was like not knowing them like we know each other now. I've had a couple ultrasounds, one was official and in month 7 (January); I didn't drink a cup of syrup to find out if you have gestational diabetes; I didn't do a test to find out if you have Down Syndrome or another physical difference; We don't know your sex. What's more mysterious than a bunch of lab test is not knowing if we would, could, wanted to have a third child and then having one growing inside of me for 8 months.